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The New and Improved iAzzi

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Angst, much

Fri Oct 9, 2009, 11:44 AM
I love how much I totally fail at keeping my relationship happy and steady. I'm always so paranoid and think that...I'm never (and I know I never will) be good enough...maybe I'm just born to be this pathetic, something people always use a plaything...maybe I wasn't meant to be born at all...And maybe it would have been better if I hadn't. I look at my life and think when I'm alone or in the shower or meditating, "Gee, I wonder...wouldn't peoples' lives be better with me in the middle to fuck it all up? I love the morbid truth of "yeah, they really would." that normally ends with laughter and tears though...

And then...I look at how much I love her...and realize how much I'm doing wrong...and how much I keep fucking her life up...

It's great to be stupid, selfish and a whore, isn't it, world?

No one likes you when you're all those things, more so in combination...

~Izu

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Pirates of the Carribean Theme - Hayatebune
  • Reading: Sweetheart - Chelsea Cain
  • Watching: my dogs and cat
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Ginger Ale, same as always

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Virginia
  • Interests: Roleplaying, Yaoi, Drawing, Anime, Music
  • Favourite movie: The Butterfly Effect
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock/Alternative
  • Favourite artist: Phacia
  • Favourite poet or writer: J.K Rowling
  • MP3 player of choice: iPodChromatic
  • Shell of choice: Turtle Shell =D
  • Favourite game: Persona 4 all the way, baby <3333
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gloomy Bears
  • Personal Quote: Love is not finding someone to live with It's about finding someone you can't live without
  • Tools of the Trade: Sharpiessss <333333

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:iconmegansketched:
Thanks for the watch. :D
:iconhexreedfly:
Thank you so much for the watch! :hug:

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Ryuk's bringin' sexy back...
:iconxxfallenangelizuzuxx:
Not a problem! One of my friends told me about you ( :icontetro-tenten: ) and I literally squee'd when I saw your costumes! I'm so jealous >w< You look so awesome in all of them. Your art is amazing too

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Avatar base by Tzyoku =Tzyoku
:iconryuchan:
Thank you so much for the watch and favs! :heart: :iconnewglomp:

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"It was an act of love!" -Jekrophet, Demon prince of the Second Sanct of High Demons.

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:iconcharrlie:
Thanks for supporting the cause.

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:iconthe-wall-flower:
Thank you for the story fav. :3
I hope you enjoyed the story. :heart:

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What’s a boy to do with a guy like him…?
:heart: Made For You – Boys Love Series:heart:


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The gorgeous icon is by ~kasaichi
:iconcoldmidnightairxx:
Thanks for the watch. :D

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Kiba Inuzuka is Mine! So :stfu:
You better Get that straight :D

Cosplayer+Photographer.
Want a Photoshoot? :D


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:iconhitomi-no-envy:
Thanks for the fav!~ =D

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I claimed Luppi in the ~Espada-Club :heart:

Consciousness kon-shuhs-nis , -noun : that annoying time between naps
:iconxxjudasxx:
thanks for the Fav!

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"Outside of dog, a book is a man's best friend.
Inside of a dog, it's to dark to Read."
~Groucho Marx
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:icon347-flavors:
thanks for the fave!
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I adopted a Kurotsuchi Nemu chibi from The Den!
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"I would rather be an optimist that was proven wrong than a pessimist proven right. Because one of them, loses twice."
~Someone who cares.

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